ever feel alone?

Hi flower here,do you ever feel alone and like no one knows how you feel, well I get panicky a lot and i have a lot of fears I started having panic attacks just after my granddad died when I was seven. sometimes even the smallest things give me panic attacks like once when I was walking my dog I went to cross the road and so many cars came racing down I suddenly started panicking I didn’t know what  to do I waited for ages but it got worse I was shaking I was scared they were all coming past so fast eventually they stopped coming past and I crossed but kept thinking I was going to get hit. The thing is things like this keep happening .l so once I was walking to my friends house and two girls about my age kept staring at me I felt really self conscious It made me feel isolated I thought I looked stupid and I thought something was wrong with me.                                   If you ever feel self conscious tell me in the comments about how you feel.

Be yourself because that is the one thing they cant take from you

Little flower going offline xx

A bit about me

Hi I’m flower well that’s not my real name but I like it so that will be my name on here . I am a normal girl but I sometimes think are there people out there that  understand how I feel when I cant talk to anyone else. I want who ever reads this to feel like I am there for them . This blog will be about my life and I hope you can relate.

Be yourself because that is the one thing they cant take from you

Little flower going offline xx